Life is about making right decisions...

Making the right decisions, perhaps is really a hard move of life. All these while, I thought I am capable of taking charge of my life, without seeking advice, but God has faithfully showed me that I have been too arrogant.

I spoke to an sister recently and realize, hey, leading the right kind of life in God's eye. Am now facing an ultimate decision which is going to affect perhaps my life after 3 months. Will be flying off to Seoul after 3 months, I have never been afraid to travel but this is the very first time and I believe God will overcome this fear for me.

This race with Christ has been full of ups and downs. Am really glad that my Mum is slowly opening up to Christ and am even asking me questions about Jesus. And my twins sister is finally agreeing to come to visit and attend service, but still need to arrange up an time with her. I really hope to witness salvation within my family upon my lifetime, this has been a very silly yet possible dream.

As for my mistakes all along, perhaps it's hard to admit but I believe it's time to make an end. As for my relationship with Peok Wan Ting, please stop asking me, because seriously, there's nothing more to say. It was a mistake, because there wasn't love at all, all it was within the relationship was just simply desires and insecurity.

Nevertheless, without her presence in my life, I would not be where I am, therefore, I am really very thankful for her but please, it's over. I have found my happiness and strength,and the courage to move on with life. I won't allow anything or anyone to stumble me, and all I ever want right now is just to focus on my life peacefully.

Linfred, an name which I hold in Union Band, means gentle peace. Gentleness, something which I am trying to cultivate but so far, suppose is still quite far from achievement. Peace, something which I realize is the most important factor lacking in my life right now.