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Thursday, April 10, 2008

I dun wanna know...

Intro:I just can't believe this man,
This is another night of these thoughts,
Can't get this out of my head
Somebody said they saw you,
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

[chorus]I don't want to know
If your playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin'
Please don't let it show
Ooooh baby I don't wanna know

(verse 2)I think about it when I hold you
When lookin' in your eyes I can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby, keep it to yourself

[chorus]I don't want to know
If your playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin'
Please don't let it show
Ooooh baby I don't wanna know

(background)/ Bridge
Does he touch you better then me (Touch you better then me)
Does he watch you fall asleep (Watch you fall asleep)
Does he show you love this way
And the things you do to me (do to me baby)
If you're better off that way (Better off that way)
Baby all that I can say (All that I can say)
GO on and do your thing and don't come back to me(Stay away from me Baby)
I don't wann know
where you whereabouts of how you movin'
I know when you in the house of when you crusin'
It's been proven' my love you abusin'
I can't understand how a man got you choosin
Undecided I came and provided my, My undivded
You came and denied it (why)
Don't even try it, I know why you lyin'
Don't even do that, I know why you cryin'(stop cryin')
Im not applyin no pressure, I just want to let you know
That I don't wanna let you go
And I don't wanna let you leave
Can't say i didn't let you breath
Gave you extra cheese (c'mon)
Put you in the SUV
You wanted ice so I made you freeze
Made you hot like the west indies
Now it's time you invest in me
Cuz if not then it's best you leaveHolla Yeah

[chorus] repeat 3xI don't want to know
If your playin' meKeep it on the low
Cuz my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin'
Please don't let it show
Ooooh baby I don't wanna know

Seriously, I really dun wanna know if she is out with another guy or not. Whatever kind of relations between them, I dun want to know. I got cheated 3 times in my previous relationship and that kind of feelings simply s***ks, I dun wish to go through it again... Especially when you caught the person you love lying to you and with another lover behind your back.

Knowing that this feeling is wrong, but still, I am having such feelings always and this is very torturing for me... Many people think I am experienced because my history of relationship are colorful but who would really bother to know what is inside me... I am a very possessive and sensitive lover, and because of my possessiveness, I have tire alot of people out.

However sometime, I really ask myself, have I been too good to this little girl or am I still not good enough to her? I gave her everything she wants, everything she needs and everything she would wanna have. But why is it that she is still like this? I have no idea if she is demanding or etc but all along, I willingly allow myself to be order around.

As for this little girl, I seriously dun know what to say or do le... I realize even if I am jealous, angry or etc, she wouldn't know and care also. So why not I just put this focus on something which is much important bah. I am serving God and not Man, so I dun wish and dun wanna allow such matters to distract me again le. Perhaps it's hard for me to get over this whole incident, persuading myself to jux put this matter aside...

As for her, whether she really did something unfaithful or not, I dun wanna know le. As for the relationship wise, she can deny all she wants in front of man, because this just shows that she is still after all serving man instead of God. She mind what people says and think about her... And most importantly, it is being stated in the Bible, God dun lyk lying tongues... She can lie to all people by all means but I am sure God will show the truth one day... By then, I am sure she will still face the judgment that she fears...


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