Why did you break my trust when I did my best in trusting you?

最后的风度(罗志祥)
没有人介入 所有人觉得你该满足 我把心血全都付出 你为何想哭 为你作主 让你受到我的保护 可是你像受苦 到底是谁难以相处 我给你幸福 你问我什么才是幸福 这个问题反而让我 把你看个清楚 你怕束缚 我的爱没能把你驯服 你没有退路 那倒不如爽快结束 就让你 见识我的风度 你离开我要不要庆祝 我不怕爱的残酷 反正我很想跳舞 我最喜欢挑战孤独 我也爱放下包袱 没有谁 我也不舍得哭 hu 我~我不在乎 你觉得痛苦 我倒不愿意为爱受苦 只有这样我才做到 对你的背叛宽恕 想你幸福 想不到分手你才幸福 是谁的错误 我不认输 我忍得住 就让你 见识我的风度 你离开我要不要庆祝 我不怕爱的残酷 反正我很想跳舞 我最喜欢挑战孤独 我也爱放下包袱 没有谁 我也不舍得哭 hu 我没有空在乎 就让你 见识我的风度 我忍痛温柔的祝福 你会一生都记住 我要你铭心刻骨 我最喜欢挑战孤独 我也爱放下了包袱 没有谁没难度 我最怕哭 ah~

爱要爱得投入 却不在乎 ah~



I feel betrayed... Someone who keep emphasizing that she will be faithful, won't betray my trust or do anything behind my back... I forgave her for the 1st time when I passed her mp3 before I went off for Arete Camp, I saw her with another guy... I persuaded myself to believe that they are just classmates and there isn't anything going on with them... She always like to tell me this, "If you love me then trust me" but seriously, I dun noe what to do right now...



Once again, I know that she is alone with this guy again and they went to make her specs together... I know that she is going the Vision 768 to make specs but she didn't tell me that she is going with this guy... Am I too senstive? Or perhaps I should really find out who this guy is and what kind of relations they are before I decide on anything? I dun wish to allow myself to do anything out of rash but seriously I really dun wish any of these to be true...



Whether this guy is really her new love or not, I hope I won't bear any grudges towards her because I know how much this is going to affect me. I jux had my spiritual birthday celebrations 2 nights ago, I still remember what those loved ones affirm me with and what I promise them... I dun wish to fall aback because of anything and anyone le.. I had one great and painful fall due to Cassie's departure, I dun wish to fall lyk this again... I know all these are wrong and I should get over her, I will be very persistent and determined in this.



She is a CL, I hope I can believe that she know what she is doing and I hope she is doing everything right in God's will. Meanwhile, I will do my part in getting over that wrong love towards her. I just wanna focus on my growth in Christ, my promise to Jasmine, X.Z and Leanne